@SherrieT So great to hear from you - and congrats on six weeks this Thursday!!!! You know, I felt so much like you in the first couple of months. I had a lot of support from family, but I was so emotionally distressed and depressed really. I knew to expect pain, but I didn't expect all the problems I had with my stitches (infections, abscesses, allergies, psoriasis) and I just remember laying on the bed or on the couch like a lump after doing ADL's, not wanting to read or watch tv or anything. The only thing I could do to distract myself was listen to audible books. It was soothing and made me feel comforted. I just lay there, shoving those pills in my mouth on schedule, not believing that the hell I felt I was in would ever end. And I did keep a written history of everything I took daily. I had antibiotics three different times, plus all the pain pills, colace, thyroid, on and on. So my point I guess is the sun was shining, I was in sunny SoCal, but there might as well have been three feet of show outside for all I cared - know what I mean?
It did get better, at about 3 1/2 months. I had a follow up appointment with my OS on December 22, and the following week the nasty and itchy/peeling rash on my knees just wouldn't go away, despite my best efforts, and I had an epiphany. I should go see my dermatolgist - and I ran it by the OS assistant, and she said they were about to suggest that very thing (ok, maybe, I'll believe that might have happened). My dermatologist diagnosed what was really going on with my knees (psoriasis) prescribed some ointment, and within a 10 day period the entire issue was resolved. And after that, I began to make some real progress.
I don't know if it was the psychological relief of finally getting an answer as to what was going on with my stitches, but I began to sleep better at night, and things really started to improve.
I still have aches and pains in my legs, especially if I sit in one position too long. And I still wake up during the night with pain in the knees sometimes, which I think is due to being in one position for too long. I really gave my knees a workout with this move, and that plus the altitude is making it a bit of a slog to get back to where I was.
It is going to get a lot better for you Sherrie pretty darn quick. You had your own set back with that terrible fall, and in my opinion you need to factor that in when thinking about where you are at this point in your recovery and the pain and discomfort you are still experiencing. I was still taking Tramadol and Tylenol at your stage of recovery, and actually continued to take it up until about four months out. I hope you can convince your OS to prescribe the pain medication that you need. I find it so mind blowing that the folks who are causing this problem with pain meds, i.e.., the addicts and drug dealers, continue to have access to anything they want, but we, the people who desperately need the help and who do not abuse the drugs, can't get what we need.
Sending hugs and let us know how it goes tomorrow. You are doing great
@SherrieT.