Thank you,
@beachlily and
@Layla .
Yes, one week out and still trying to wrap my.mind around the lack of OA pain, the reliability of my right leg and so many things that have been part of my life for nearly 15 years. Yes, my husband mentioned that it wasn't 5 years or even 10 but 15 since I started dealing with this!
We built our retirement home in 2004 and I insisted on a one story ranch, "in case my hip gets worse.". Oh my goodness , did it ever! Why on earth I struggled for so long, I can only attribute to fear of surgery, of anesthesia, of coming out worse than going in!
And now, here I am. And where is that? Let's see... I am on a walker but only for now. I will at some point go back to my cane. BUT in the meantime, I am bearing weight as tolerated, without pain. I can walk without fear of the leg collapsing. I don't hear the snap! crackle! pop! With every step!
I am still fearful. My husband was encouraging me to "trust your leg" last night as I was getting in the shower. Does it hurt? No, it doesn't. But it has for years, so I fear it might. Tingles in my knees, shin splints, sore muscles. but not pain.
So here I am. It's a lovely day in the neighborhood, my bleeding heart is in bloom, God is in his heaven and enough is right with my world.
