@Jockette, taking a heat and hydration break before I get the lawn mowed (does it ever end?

) thought I would catch up a bit.
I know what you mean about being challenged to keep a positive attitude when things are just not going your way. Sometimes it takes looking at the situation from a different perspective. Two and a half years ago I thought life was going grand! I was almost finished with my Masters program and was looking forward to doing so many things. Then, two weeks before Christmas, I ended up in ER with a perforated colon. Originally docs thought it could be treated with IV antibiotics as it was considered a “micro-perforation”. By that evening, I had gone septic and was rushed to surgery. After almost 5 hrs, I came out with an 8.5” incision down my belly and a colostomy. Almost didn’t make it off the table. Spent 10 days in hospital, 9 of them hooked up to an NG tube down my throat. While I was thankful to be alive, I went through a spell of “why me, why now!”. I was convinced my life, as I knew it, was over.
But during those 10 days and the subsequent weeks, I realized that outlook was selfish and instead I needed to take advantage of the situation God had presented me and reassess my life. Good news came when my surgeon confirmed that the issue was not due to cancer or anything, but due to an undiagnosed infection and a weak section in the colon. After 6 months of healing, my surgeon reversed the colostomy and reconnected the “plumbing”

. Downside is my 8.5” scar is now 12.5”! My sister keeps challenging me to show it off by wearing Speedos! First time she said that I still had staples in (60 of them). It hurt so bad when I laughed!

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Regardless of your current situation, work hard to stay positive. There is always something, someone, that you can look to for inspiration and confirmation that all is and will be well. It’s amazing to me to see others who are extremely ill with terminal cases yet they almost always seem to be the happiest and at peace. Why? We can learn something from that I bet.