Been a mixed week, Week 9. For a couple of weeks I’d felt as if I’d reached a plateau in my recovery. Plodding on with daily walking x2, pedals, and lots of ADL’s every day then on Thursday, Day 66, I had a real struggle walking home from the first walk. It was the hardest it’s been in the last month. I was almost in tears, due to pain, discomfort and lack of energy. So that day was written off, back to more ice, elevation and TV.
The next day, Day 67, I started over with pedals and then walking on my crutches to a regular community cuppa and back. 0.6 mile total. A bit later I went out again for the second walk, I wasn’t keen but I know it’s my “job” so off I went. Managed a bit further than expected then came home, maybe half a mile. Had another go on the pedals, 3.5 mins each time. Iced etc, all as usual.
A bit later in the afternoon I suddenly felt a slight shift. It’s hard to explain, almost like a veil had been lifted. The knees somehow felt better, but not only that I felt heaps better in myself. So much so that I went up to the attic for a couple of hours in the afternoon and again for an hour in the evening. This felt amazing. Huge progress.
Saturday, Day 68, brought horrendous storms and inches of rain so I was unable to go outside at all. Instead I did 3 x pedals, and walked around and around my small kitchen table and around the ground floor, many times. I still felt different, and much better. Got up to the Attic again in the afternoon and evening.
Sunday, Day 69 has returned me to the plateau, and that’s ok.
On Saturday I’d felt much more like myself, like it’s not quite so much of a struggle as it has been. The brief respite illustrated just how hard the last 9+ weeks have been and that I will eventually recover. It was a mere glimpse of the flicker of light at the end of the tunnel. I still have a long way to go, and I accept that.
Today I went out to lunch in a pub and had two walks and one pedal session, one walk was in a field, with crutches. First off-piste session. Plus 3 trips to the Attic where the Christmas Elf is already very active. Being off work so much means this year all presents will be home made and it keeps me occupied too.
