This is my gratitude list for today. I wish I could remember who first told me she was keeping a journel. She said when she was having a really bad day she made a gratitude list.
1. I'm thanking that my youngest daughter will have her first baby (Harper) any day, she's due Wed.
2. I'm thankful that my husband remains patient with me no matter how crazy my emotions are.
3. I'm thankful that I have 4 really loving daughters and 8 almost 9 grandchildren.
4. I'm thankful that my bed is extra comfortable and is adjustable.
5. I'm thankful that my first knee is doing relatively good, with some minimal pain and stiffness.
6. I'm trying hard to be thankful that I did go ahead with the right knee even though she isn't progressing well at all. I'm trying to remember that in the end I will be glad...I hope and pray...
I'm sharing this because I can't see through the dark clouds this day has brought. I want to click my red shoes together and instead of saying there's no place like home I will say, I will get better, I will get better, I will get better! If only it were that simple!


AKA I want off this merry go round....