Mireille, I'm so very sorry. My heart goes out to you. I understand your frustration and naturally your fears.
This is something we all fear. You will get through this. It's not the route you planned and It's going to be a long detour, but you'll make it to the other side.
There are many infection / revision success stories here. Read them when you're feeling up to it.
Please know you are not alone. We'll be here walking alongside you as best we can. We'll offer prayers, love, support, encouragement and virtual hugs. We'll be here day or night....that you can count on.
Praying for your comfort and peace of mind as you move forward.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7