So pleased to hear from you Carol, we were all getting concerned.
What a dreadful time you have had, but I am so pleased that you are driving your recovery. Tell that to your OS when you see him.. Tell him he did his job and did it well, but then the aggressive approach to recovery is not what your body is calling out for. I am sure that if he realizes it is your journey, your life, your future and that all you are asking for is direction, sensible direction... Not direction from PT's who make you cry.. Tell him how you feel, I am sure he would not be happy that his good work in the theatre that he took pride in doing is being hindered!
It is your recovery hon, you direct it, you tell them what you want and how you feel. Tell them 'you are upsetting me! But I am sure that is not your intention as a professional is it?'
I feel so mad for you, I love a good stoush, just wish I could be there with you..
Hang in there babe, you will recover. Get into the pool and have some gentle exercise. lol xx