Hi! I'm back from seeing my PCP. She spent a good hour with me! :cnsl:
Like I said before, she's been my PCP for about 20 years now. She's seen me through a breast tumor (non-cancerous, thank God!), and multiple surgeries on my right shoulder as well as my knee. Not once has she steered me wrong, and has been there through my divorce (was married before for 20 years), and all the ups and downs. I haven't always liked what she had to tell me, but as time went by, I never had a problem saying "ok....you were right"!
First, she said I had one of the BEST OS surgeons in the state. Not to say that he could have made a mistake, but whereas I was able to get 130 degrees of flexion during UAM, it is highly unlikely that there is a problem with the implant. She also looked at the xrays, and had an orthopedic surgeon in Bar Harbor look at them prior to my appt. today, and he could not see anything wrong with the placement either.
Second, she agreed with the diagnosis of "moderate RSD", but said that as a PCP, she could not diagnosis it. Only the OS and Pain Specialist have the authority to diagnose RSD, but she could agree, and does. My leg was reddish purple during the visit, and she noticed my toenails on my left foot were much longer than on the right. (I cut them the same length on Dec. 22nd - my last visit with my OS) She also noticed the stiffness and how the skin blanched around the knee and leg. (It took longer for the "blanch" to go away on the left, than on the right).
She honestly did not see any reason to seek a second opinion on the knee at this time. She feels that if I keep concentrating on a problem with the knee, that I won't concentrate on dealing with the RSD and keeping it under control. She said I looked tired (great...it took me a good half hour to put my make-up on). Can't fool her! She knows me too well. She also said that PT is treating me like a regular post-op knee replacement patient, which I'm not. She said I did a good thing in taking a break from PT for the past week and doing it on my own, at my own pace, and not rushing things. She did say that if I continued on the pace I was on, I would most probably have worse pain, and aggravate the RSD. Hhhhmm....this is what my OS also told me.....but I was a frantic, paranoid woman then.
She told me that I could look into these methods to help with the symptoms and manage the pain, as well as staying on the LYRICA, since it is working for me.
1. Look into acupuncture
2. See a chiropractor (luckily, I already have one that knows my history)
3. Look into massage therapy
4. See if I can get myself to a pool once or twice a week and work on water resistance to gain strength and help with ROM (this might be tough, as crutches on a slippery floor are pretty frightening, but I am going to call the local YWCA and see what they can do for me)
She also said that the pain meds I am on, although addicting, are at such a low level, that she isn't worried about me becoming an addict, and agrees with the OS. "Don't mess with the "recipe" if it's working....we'll revisit as time goes on". She agreed that I, and anyone else suffering with RSD, really needs to be on an anti-depressant, for obvious reasons. I'm on Lexapro, 30mg, and it's working for me with minimal side-effects.
I left the office feeling like a huge weight had been lifted off me. I still don't, and never will, like the diagnosis of RSD. However, now I have a path to take. This means calming down, and taking things slowly....very slowly. If I do, then there is a good chance that the RSD will not progress, and maybe....just maybe...may go into remission. Had this been 6 months ongoing, then probably the chances of this happening would be slim. Probably. One just can't say, as RSD isn't "cut and dry", or "black and white", as she says. She's right. I can only hope that I stopped the aggressive PT soon enough, and have calmed myself down. Stress and RSD are not friends! Oh...neither is cold. Cold is a BIG, BIG "no no".
I feel bad that I did not listen to my OS, and listened to my PT people more than him. He told me not to ice, and I fought it. It made no sense to me. He told me to be patient and take things slow. Again...I fought that. However, I was desperate to get my life back, and the only way I knew how to do that was to be aggressive.
That's who I am. I'm not a thinker...I'm a do-er. I put 100% into everything I do and I most definetely am not a "grey" person. It's either "black or white" or "one way or the other". Typical "Type A" personality. Detailed to a fault. That's me.....but that has to change. In order to re-gain my life to what is is NOW, I have to make some lifestyle changes:
1. Take life a little slower
2. Learn to relax
3. Realize that I can't do it all
4. Know that there are people that will help and understand (thanks, guys!)
5. Keep my weight down (easier on the knee)
6. Know that it's ok to have a "boo hoo" day!
and last, but not least....join a support group, for I am NOT alone!
Thanks EVERYBODY! (having a "boo-hoo" moment right now) I know I would not have found the strength without being a part of this forum! :thnk: