Hi Kathy,
I have been thinking about you over the last day, and hoping you are feeling better.
I am not always so positive, trust me. At 10 weeks after my TKR last August, I was at the end of my rope. I had been going to pt three days a week, always aggressive pushing, and not really getting anywhere. There were many days filled with tears and frustration. I felt like a complete failure. I started to think I was going to be stuck this way forever. Sound familiar?
For me, physiology was the cause of my issues. I had formed scar tissue that was aggressive, and it could not be overcome with any amount of pt. finally, having the revision and removing the nasty scar tissue, and the capsular release was the answer. Getting the correct diagnosis was the key I needed. I am feeling so much better and my extension is holding steady at near zero, but it has taken me over a year to get here.
I know how you feel. It's okay to come here and share these frustrations. You don't have to try to be positive for anyone. This is the most difficult challenge I personally have ever faced. It is always with you no matter what. We care and are concerned for your well being. We will be here to support you during these tough times and to cheer you on when you get to those better times, and trust me friend, they will come.
So, lots of (((hugs))) across the pond coming your way. We have a very bad storm coming up the East Coast, so I have been cooking and baking most of the day. Time t settle in for some lasagna and get into my Jammie's!
Be well,
Dawn