I've suddenly seen the light. When Josephine suggested I seek a second opinion, I thought she meant with my original surgeon as the
first (hence my subsequent re-referral to my OS). However, belatedly I see that she meant HER opinion as the first opinion and I so agree with her.

I think I was so depressed by the whole thing and then finding I'd developed a cataract (if not two), it just all became too much and I couldn't think straight. :rolleyes:Well, after church this morning I sat in the lovely garden there and just thought about it all and it became clear. Of course I shall now take Josephine's advice and get a referral (no doubt with difficulty) to the Royal Orthopaedic Hospital. Of course I want an informed opinion and of course, if I can get it, I want the best. Thanks to
@Josephine and thanks to
@Jamie. No, I do not want my original surgeon loose on my knee again! I'm sorry I've been dumb about this

, but it obviously took a while to sink in.
I feel better now it's clear in my head. In fact I feel quite angry for the first time, which I think in the circumstances, is healthy!! I haven't been angry, just sad and bemused. Time to get mad!
