Oh Jenn you're not whining but venting. If you read through my thread I was up and down all over the place, tears one day smiles the next. And the thigh pain really got to me early last week, it had been building up to not even being able to touch it... mine was aggravated from tourniquet (deep bruising) but was also from some leg lifts I was doing. Had US to rule anything out too.
Initially thought I had a wound infection (thankfully clear) and then I caught a chest infection that went through the whole body, another set back.
Didn't think the pain would stop, was constantly thinking why did I do this?! But now it's okay... I have aches and pains maybe 50% of the day but usually the ice takes that pain away or I have mersyndol forte (codeine and paracetamol), if that doesn't work an oxycodene.
I am on my two slow release oxycodene still but Im starting to ween myself off this so going down in strength weekly.
Some days the recovery just plain sucks! And can be frustrating as hell! You know in your mind that that things will get better but it's also ok to give in to those negative demons once in awhile.
Can't stress enough setting an alarm to take your meds regularly and food?! Really I've been existing on fruit. Soup is good too and I have crackers with Vegemite (Aussie here)... I take fruit to bed with me too and snack on that during the night too. I'm loving the scales for a change.
Let others do things for you to, don't let the guilt get to you that you're not contributing around the house, I did and sent me to ODIC (over did it club) a few times. It's only a short time for you to be pampered and cared for, try and enjoy it. Your job at the moment is your knee.
Keep your chin up, but cry if you need to and swear often (helps get my aggression out) [emoji16]. You WILL get there x
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