Hi Patricia,
If you only know how much I needed a lift tonight! Thank you!
I KNOW how you are feeling. Oh my goodness, those first 3 to even 4 weeks were pretty awful. Everything about it was NOT fun. Please know that it does get better, though. I promise, it does. I was in such a funk at 3 weeks. I remember my PT coming to the house and I just started to cry. She asked me what was wrong and i told her nothing really, that I was just in a funk. She was such and angel. It was a beautiful day outside. She took me outside and we walked and chatted. My neighbors came out and I felt happy. After that, I went out as much as I could. I went on errands, I took my dog out several times a day, I did whatever i could to shake it. I went back to work at 6 weeks and then i started to cry for no reason. I'd cry for absolutely nothing. Thank goodness i have a private office and could hide out when i felt like that. I have a friend at work that had TKR and one that had THR last year. I let them know what was going on and they were kind enough to check in n me every now and then. Sometimes they just poked their heads into my office, sometimes an email..I knew they got it. Only we get what's going on. I had no idea until I became a WE.
Yes, i'm going to have my left knee done, but I'm going to wait a few months to totaly forget those first 3-4 weeks.
Speaking of shaving, i just shaved my legs and then i got this nifty little wand tat people can trim their brows, upper lip, or bikini area. It has a wire so that te razor doesn't touch the skin. I swipe it over my scar and voila, no more gorilla legs.
About the pian meds, yes i was mad, but I got through it and now I have no pain. None at all. I don't even take tylenol. I don't need anything at all. So, maybe I was just a big baby? I'm not sure. When i see my OS next Tuesday, i expect he will ask me when we are going to do the other knee. My plan is to use that as an opening to let him know that 5 weeks was too early for him to stop pain management, and if he wants to see my left knee in the OR he has to listen to me. I'll tell him when i don't need anything. In my head, I see it working out perfectly.

We will see.
Remember, we are here for you and we care.
Oh, here is the Cyro Cast Airbrace that i have. I used the ice pads during the day and the cyro cast when my husband got home from work. I found it cumbersome to hook myself up and take off when i was alone.I used my ice pad and frozen peas. I still ice even night after work. I use the peas and pads, but when i have had a long day or after PT, I go for my cyro cuff.
broken link removed: https://www.airbracestore.com/product/cryocuff-ic-w-knee-cuff-medium/medium