Hello
@hopefaith ,
@tiredwife ,
@Betsy-Knees-7-2014 ,
@kneeper ,
@marmora ,
@pumpkin!
I have lost my way on this forum for a while. Could not get on, had problems with signing on, password problems, etc. I just got on and it has taken me an hour and I have to get some sleep as I need to get up at 5:00 to go to work.
Some updates on knee: PT suggested last week I go back to surgeon as I have pain right below knee cap and he has been working so hard trying to help it to no avail, scar has started to burn, is red and mean looking, of course I have constant swelling due to working 9 to 10 hours a day. My other knee is in very bad shape, and it taked a crutch and my husband to help me get up and down stairs.
Went to church for first time today since surgery and loved seeing every one, then went to Walmart to pick up some stuff and could barely walk on either keg by the time I got hope. Still on pain meds 3 times a day. Also now have a horrendous rash on both legs, and behind my neck. The kensio tape was so helping me and in the last month I have had no difficulty with any rash, it was being changed in between visits to PT. Only used it twice on other knee, last time at least two weeks ago. All of a sudden this rash popped up, raised , red and bumpy, and of course itching . I am going to my internist tomorrow as the cortisone cream is doing nothing for it. My husband thinks it is nerves, and one of the doctors I work with said it can be caused by long term use of pain meds..I don't know. But my knee now looks like I just had surgery about two weeks ago. It has been a difficult month to say the least, and my energy level is so very low. I will have doctor take blood for possible anemia, since I am borderline on that anyway, I have missed you guys more than you know.
I am very depressed and miserable, and really am so tired of this recovery, it is taking way too long. We are supposed to be going to our cottage at the Outer Banks Sept 15th, and I have no desire to go or do anything , I am sure most of you have felt this way one time or another during your recovery. I am just so disappointed because I had been doing so much better. The pain has come back almost full course, along with the sharp jolts of pain going directly to my kneecap.
I must get some sleep, wanted you all to know that I miss you and think of you often. I am frustrated beyond belief with the new site and not being able to get on, along with my set back in healing. I pray you are all doing well and taking good care if yourselves, as I do care about all of you.
I have got to go take a pain pill and get some sleep. I
Love you guys! And boy have I missed y'all!