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Jozilla : Your words are too kind. Thanks.
Thanks to everyone who thinks my words are funny I just try to keep this difficult adventure lighthearted. It is WAY too easy to be 'down' about it. I was pretty down before the surgery so I know how that can be. The surgery gave me an optimism that I somehow, even after being told about it a hundred times, just didn't FEEL.
I like to write blog style. Just sayin' what I see. It's relaxing to me and it serves a few purposes (in no order):
1. It kills time. boy does it kill some time. And time is something I have a bunch of right now!
2. It enlightens SOMEONE. When I first went searching for information on this surgery, which I knew to be part of my future (I thought years later, but here I am), I had a hard time finding anyone giving REAL information. There were the standard PAMPHLET-style information sites, there were sites by prosthetic manufacturers, there were descriptions of the procedures, the meds, the timeline, the diagnoses, etc, etc, etc. but there weren't any REAL people that I found telling you what REALLY happens. Until I found BoneSmart. Then I found that, while ALL helpful, the anecdotes which gave real, personal, detailed information were the best. I can't point to a specific one, but there are many. People telling stories about just putting their socks on. I mean, you can describe that it's a problem in one sentence, but here there are PAGES of testimonials. I needed it, so I pass it on.
3. It's MY therapy. I get to, like @
Jozilla said, documenting is good. I go back and read 'em. I learn more and remember more and get back into the way I felt at the time. It's good.
I'll keep going. As a matter of fact, I have some new news!