I know it is and actually is about where I was at this stage last time only I'm a lot more swollen now. I don't mean to sound complaining. I know others have struggled much harder for much, much longer. Some never reach even 90 no matter how hard they work at it. It's just that I was so over the moon happy when my first measurement was 108. It seemed unbelievable to me to be honest. With that and how little pain I initially had I thought this one really was going to be easier and then within 4 hours I felt like it had all been robbed from me. Honestly, the emotional pain of that was almost worse than they physical pain. I was just sick about it! I'm just hoping now that as the swelling continues to decrease and the flexion increases the pain will get back down to where it was initially also and not take 4 months like the other one has. You know how this is and I don't have to tell you. I just want my life back! NOW!!! These knees have been in charge of my life for too long now.[/QUO
Janet,
I hear and understand what you are saying and understand your disappointment and frustration and want to acknowledge your very real feelings. You wrote with honesty.
At this moment, I'm not going to say, "there's light at the end,..." or "better days to come" or "one day at a time".
You don't need to hear that, you need to know that your real honest feelings deserve respect.
Cathie