Starting to feel like I am losing my mind! Have been icing, elevating and resting most of the day to try to both recover from my 1st week back to work, and prepare for upcoming week, which I am dreading, as I have 3 days of 2 hr one way commute to drive, then sit for most of 8 hr work day. I'm not sleeping well, so that combined with the fact that I have narcolepsy, is just going to make for long and exhausting says itself, plus I have to deal with whatever Spence throws my way! Ugh!
For whatever reason I am having twitching or muscle spasms in my quads which is driving me crazy, along with some pain I mentioned on an earlier post. So frustrated with myself because prior to last week I thought I was doing really well. And I am so sick of sitting around! That little taste of freedom and normalcy from returning to work has made this doing nothing thing even harder. Or maybe my mood is just all over the place! Just want to be finished with this already! Made the mistake of going to the BS library and reading about amazing recovery stories, and now wishing that was me.