Good day one and all,
Well, I'm finally coming out the other side after battening down the hatches for a few days. First off
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@Suzette - thank you for your thoughts, comments and concerns whilst I've been tucked away in my cocoon, greatly appreciated and it's good to know there are others out there rooting for you.
So, what has happened over the week whilst I've crawled into the hole and shut out the world. The short version is quite a lot, the majority being ultimately positive leading to me crawling out of the hole over the last day and a half and resembling something human again (as much as I ever do). But, unaccustomed as I am to long posts (no laughing) the longer version is below given I'm using this as my recovery diary/blog as well.
The one month slump & energy drain stage is officially a nasty, horrible, ugly, soul draining, debilitating, cursed , {insert expletives} and down right awful period of the recovery. Irrespective of food, snoozes, ice, elevation, rest, massage or attempted sleep I felt like someone had stolen the plug that retained any energy in my whole body, even the smallest exertion left me slumped in the chair with the aches and pains amplified and any ability to focus just dribbled out of my ears. I'm noting this for anyone that reads this thread for an idea of what happens during the recovery, be prepared, if it hits you you're not going anywhere for a fair few days, it will pass, but just curl up, dose yourself up on the pain killers and let it pass. If you try to push your way out of it you will just dig the hole deeper, trust me, I tried, it hurt and set me back further.
That horrible piece aside the good bits, and luckily enough there were some!
The enforced rest appears to have helped my healing more than I anticipated, the things I've been able to do over the last couple of days have mildly amazed me. For brevity;
- I can now balance on my left leg for more than 20secs (eyes open) with no stress or wobbles. Beforehand I had only managed 10. I can't balance for more than 5secs on the right leg yet, but that one has its own problems.
- I can walk efficiently with two sticks inside the house and I'm trying it outside today. I've even been walking with my trainers on as opposed to lightweight slipper type shoes. Quite a step forward from my perspective.
- I've managed my first dozen clean steps with no aids indoors, though this has uncovered a different problem with my right leg (see later)
- Possibly the biggest step forward, over the last two days I've not gone to bed till 01:30 as I'm just too wide awake, but, baring waking up at 05:30 for my first pain meds of the day, I've slept through till 10:00 each day! If this continues I'm going to be a very happy bunny. On top of this I've got rid of the wedge on the bed and started sleeping on my side again with a pillow between the legs some of the time. Fingers crossed.
- Naturally the fact that I have some energy and can finally get on and do things again is my favourite progression step of the week. I so hope it stays this way now and there isn't a hidden 8 week slump I've yet to find out about!
All in all a rather painful week and I'm glad it's behind me, now to start building forward again and get moving.
I've been in contact with my work this week as well and advised them of my progress to date and I have an appointment with my GP on Tuesday and my OS on the 23rd, so, I should have a clear medical assessment of my capability to return to work this week and my structural recovery assessment in a couple of weeks. Personally I don't feel ready to return yet given the limited distance I can move unaided and the relative energy drain that's still haunting me; also coupled with the fact that I can't drive yet and the thought of having to try and use public transport whilst still challenged with my stability causes a few concerns - I can't really imagine having to stand on the bus or tram for 30-40mins at this point, hell I can't imagine standing and ironing for that period not to mention in the scrum of a packed bus!
Now my current challenge, which maybe someone has some ideas for handling outside what I'm doing (not seeing the physio till Wednesday). I've found that I am not planting my right foot correctly when walking and this is impeding my ability to walk with either no aids or one stick on the right, I can walk with one stick on the left but the foot fall in still wrong. I'm finding I'm walking on the outside of my right foot, causing my knee to misalign - almost as if it bending outwards but not causing pain in the hip. If I focus and force my right foot to do the proper heel/toe roll and I concentrate on my big toe when completing the step then the foot it great, the knee is properly in line, I haven't unconsciously turned my foot out - but - I have pain in the hip as if I'm compressing something and the groin protests (though I suspect that's just having to adjust to the stride difference). At the moment I have a plyometric band I'm using to work on that foot/let in lining up any force I put through it and to help strengthen up the balancing muscles a bit, plus I'm doing the old Sumo thing of focusing keeping my weight consciously through my big toe whenever taking a step or standing (the old school Sumotori were supposed to focus so much on their big toe that they wore away that spot on their shoes/sandals/geta before any others and they got in trouble if they didn't). It appears to be working so far but I'd be grateful for any other ideas.
Have a great recovery day & Upwards and Onwards.
Have fun