Clara, I wasn't planning on retiring at this time last year, but here I am! I'm told the first year is hard for some teachers. But it is nice to do things during the day and not in the evenings or weekends when you're so tired from the work week. I feel a bit bi-polar, I go between anxious and peaceful, rested and nervous, happy and sad. Sometimes I'm almost giddy with the freedom, then weepy from missing teaching.