Hello
@McDeeva! You are doing great and all your emotions are normal! Especially the anxiety! I over thought everything that didn't seem normal and, of course, it all would work out in the end. You are still just a few weeks out - given that we have been through a number of major surgical operations on our hip, it will take longer. I forget how many you have had surgery but I had four on the one hip. Patience and time!!
My latest story.....I am seven months out and had an awful fall on my affected hip. I was helping someone put something in their truck and they did not safely and fully prepare to lift it securely into the truck. I was not taking the full weight but the item fell apart and we all went down! Hard! I was stunned, shaken, and scared! I got up, mad and told them to leave! I landed on my hip and was sure I did major damage. I iced, remained as calm as I could and rested. It's been two weeks now and yes I had some major bruising and did visit my Primary Dr., but I am fine!!
I think you have the dual mobility device as I do. I still can't figure how I got through this without major damage, but I did. I guess my point is, you will be great but pace yourself and give it time.
It feels good to feel strong and confident again, but it has been a long road to travel. Live your life, love your life and be happy! You are young and strong!
@KarriB is right! The holidays are coming! You have a lot to be thankful for and to celebrate!

Blessings!