Hi everyone!
I hope you all are well! I am hanging in there...taking one day at a time. I seem to have gotten into a disjointed (no pun intended LOL) everyday rhythm. I can tell my body is getting stronger, however its a fine balance as my mind wants to do more than what my body will allow. The spacer is hanging in there, seems to be a little more painful when I roll over at night but that's about it. The drop foot is making amazing strides. I can wiggle my toes, and flex my foot more now, however it is not back at 100%. I still have home PT 3X a week for the foot and it is really helping a lot.
I have been journaling a lot, writing Bible scriptures down and then an accommodating prayer. Seems to be working for me and my mood as I was struggling some weeks ago (hence my absence from this site). The dog stays home with me about 3X a week as we got her some stairs so she can go up and down the bed lol (the neighbor takes her out). My sister in law is unemployed at the moment, so I give her a few dollars a week to come clean my house so the hubby doesn't have too. We meal prep on sundays, make a crockpot meal that lasts for 4 days and also a big bowl of tuna fish or chicken salad. So its a...new normal to say the least and we are just pushing on.
Good news! The antibiotics stop tomorrow!! OMG can you believe it! Its already been 6 weeks! My last infusion is tomorrow at 9pm, and then the nurse comes to my house Saturday and pulls the PICC at 10am. I am so ecstatic. Its like one barrier knocked down!
My aspiration and infectious disease appointment is scheduled for 09/06. My pre-op is scheduled for 9/20 and my surgery is scheduled for 9/29!!! 6 days after my 33 birthday! What a wonderful birthday gift to have a new start and be pain free!
@KarriB I have to really focus on not thinking about the meds going where they need to be lol. Its so hard. Its almost like mental training to a certain extent. I am really just trying to keep busy and not sweat the small stuff. My motto is hey infection I have stuff to do so get out my body so I can carry on. And just not try to give it any of my energy so it can stay around! I pray on it, and just leave it alone. The stress and worry was really taking a toll on me..my relationship etc. It feels good to be in a better mental place now.
@Josephine thank you I sure hope they put that pretty purple one in me as it is my favorite color lol. Plus its the color of royalty.
@Cynthia777 hey love! Thank you for your thoughts and prayers! Please keep them going for me! I am still putting up the good fight! When God is for me nothing can be against me!
I hope you all are in good spirits and doing well. Will check back in soon!
Warm hugs and love!
The Deeve