Oh my god, I just caught your thread. Aud... don't do it!! Don't go on that roof again! Go back to lounging around and looking weak, very weak. Tell them you had a brief mental breakdown, a lapse in judgment brought on by your meds. Your lot should be babying you for a few more weeks so that long term, you can go back to babying them. Time to go on strike, get back into the fat pants, watch rubbish TV, veg out and allow yourself to feel blue, because that's a necessary part of your recovery. You will soon feel better....promise, but if you push yourself at this point: well, I don't want to think about it!! I am stressed out enough as it is, so don't you dare! Hang in there, you have a cheering section......