Well day 31...I feel rubbish. Yesterday I felt great, actually left the house, crutches in tow, usually sticks, but as usual...I had forgotten where I had put them
Had a Subway, covered in salad , chicken and loads of olives, which are horrid tasting but addictive too! I am also easily pleased, hubby wanted to go to pub! Also got some comfy loose fitting wide leg elasticated waist trouser thingies
Am now aching. I must be at that 4 week downer stage .
I tried for the first time last night, to sleep with out a pillow under my knees. Now have lower back ache, also my left hip is aching as are the muscles, the left hip/leg never aches. My right hip muscles ache too. It does feels like muscle but its quite a good pain score of about 6. . I did too much again, didn't I
I think I slept on my sides too, which I dont normally do, my right side is not good to lie on. So that hasn't helped.
Only managed 4 hours sleep again. This is driving me mad. Will try and get some more now to catch up.
My wound infection is clearing up and the ends of the scar look much better, even the big lumps are going down..although do think some stitch just came out. So I feel thats a good sign really.
Am keeping on top of pain meds but so far this morning, they havent reduced the throb/ache and it is constant. Will now consider next lot of pain relief options.
Never mind, things will move on the up again. Trouble is, I am getting towards the end of the sick note, well it doesn't end until the 31st july, but its creeping up fast, so that will be 7 wks off work. Its stressing me out.
Do I need to make a decision about work yet? Am pretty sure my boss wants to know, but I can't tell her, as I don't know myself
Thought I would be back by now...now I don't want to go back, feels too soon especially when on a downer. Yesterday even considered starting some work next week.
I think I am rambling, thats the pain meds but I also feel annoyed with myself too.
Think I will have a rest day and keep medicating...with a pillow under my knees....phew Am so tired and miserable...
Xx