Krista
post-grad
@Cynthia777, hold that celebration! I hurt my back again, don't have any idea how, but nowhere near as badly as the vertebral fracture I recently had. I think it is some kind of muscle pull as the pain is on my right side in the back near my waist, although I felt a threatened spasm across my whole lower back this morning when I woke up and was so stiff and sore. Didn't move into a real spasm, thank goodness. Have cancelled dermatologist, dentist and PT appointments this week, and hope that by the time I see one of the surgeons on Thursday that I will present a healthy enough picture that he won't delay the surgery again. I even cancelled a lunch out with my sister, as I just didn't feel up to it, and don't want to hurt myself more.
And my right hand stopped working for me for about 5 minutes today, finger lock and hand all cramped up. My calves are all tight and crampy. I am a mess. I just need this surgery to be done with so I can take care of myself properly. I have seen so many different doctors over the past year, had so many tests and procedures, and I am just sick of myself being sick and hurt. I've even shed a few tears lately, which I don't usually do. I never even cried once after my THR, maybe not even until about 7 months later when I got really sick. I just didn't have the usual emotional rollercoaster that many have. But now, 14 months later, I am having a harder time. Sigh.
And my right hand stopped working for me for about 5 minutes today, finger lock and hand all cramped up. My calves are all tight and crampy. I am a mess. I just need this surgery to be done with so I can take care of myself properly. I have seen so many different doctors over the past year, had so many tests and procedures, and I am just sick of myself being sick and hurt. I've even shed a few tears lately, which I don't usually do. I never even cried once after my THR, maybe not even until about 7 months later when I got really sick. I just didn't have the usual emotional rollercoaster that many have. But now, 14 months later, I am having a harder time. Sigh.
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