Just an update for my journal and for anyone who may be following my journey.
I will be three months PO on the 19th. I still have so much stiffness across the front of my knee and still have a lot of pain when bending. I keep waiting for it to get better, but every day is the same. Yesterday I did a spin class. I went slow, with no resistance and stopped after 30 minutes. My knee was so sore and stiff all day afterwards. All I did yesterday afterwards was rest, ice, elevate, use my tens unit, and rub voltaren gel on it. It feels a bit better this morning, but is still so stiff, just like it is every day. I admit I’m getting discouraged and wondering if the stiffness and pain will ever go away. I feel like I’m having too much pain at this point and can‘t help but feel something is wrong. I know I’m only 1/4 through this recovery, so maybe I just need more patience. But, people I know who have had TKR say they felt much better by now. Anyway, I’m just venting here. I am so worried I’m going to end up with a permanent stiff knee. I declined the MUA, but I am now second guessing myself. Maybe the pain is from the scar tissue that could have been remedied by doing it. I will never know now. I even think I could deal with the stiffness if I wasn’t having the pain, too. Sigh.