Tracey, I'm so sorry you are struggling right now. I know this recovery must seem like an endless journey at this point. But there will be better days. And things will improve, even if it does take a lot of time. I'm so pleased to hear you have the support of your family during this challenge. God bless your hubby for being there and trying his best to keep your spirits up and things as normal as possible for you. And your sweet son coming home to comfort you! What a blessing. It sounds like you are just completely worn to a nub with all of this. Did you get rest from the sleeping pill and, if so, did it help? Since you're having trouble getting adequate rest, maybe you could discuss this with your GP to see if a short term use of some type of sleep aid would be a good idea. You might not need the big hammer of the pill you use only twice a year (there are other options), but being to get some quality rest on some type of schedule just may help you feel more positive about what progress you've made in recovery so far. Please know that your BoneSmart family is here for you. We'll listen to vents and celebrate even the small successes (like grocery shopping and preparing a dinner!). Please take care of yourself and continue to let us know how things are going.