Thanks CELLE and JOCKETTE, for your hugs and encouragement.
Today, I saw my original surgeon who did both of my surgeries, including the second misaligned one. I told him what the second opinion surgeon said, and my surgeon agreed with everything. I also told him I will likely be getting a revision done mid February or so.
My main reason in seeing him today was to follow through with the return to work papers. Of course I can't return to work because I can't fulfill 75% of the job requirements right now. If I had another month or two, there is at least a chance I could. But the short term disability ends December 17 and my work would have taken me back even half time for a while because they like me and I have a good work record these past 20 years. But I told them I am a safety hazard because of my compromised balance, very stiff knees, not good balance, and inability to stand or walk for even half to one hour, among several other things. My surgeon was very cooperative and understands my physical state, and knows that I cannot work at all for quite some time, especially due to a planned revision.
I will talk to my HR person in a couple days, on Monday to finish whatever I need to do, but I did talk to my supervisor today and we both felt very tearful and sad about all of this.
I am in the process of long-term disability application through my work. It seems obvious that I would qualify, but I know that there are many hoops to jump through with these kinds of things.
I plan to see the revision specialist in early to mid January to talk more about a possible revision, and maybe even plan the date for it then.
Being unemployed after so many working years feels very strange. And now I also will incur the health insurance cost burden myself. But I am thankful that I have that opportunity and hopefully all things will work out for me.
One seemingly bit of good news though right now is that the lymphatic treatment of custom compression stockings, and use of the Flexi touch machine daily, seems to be helping some so far with my swelling and knee range of motion too. We will see if this continues to keep improving.