@Spex10 I`ve just been using E45 on it to try and keep it a bit more flexible and therefore less stingy. Failed in that objective. Part of me has felt that the emollient was preventing the wound from `hardening` as the scar seems more sensitive afterwards. Funnily enough, I have just been reading through ACDCJen`s thread (horrors!) and someone on there, think it was Shelia, said the same thing about wound care and that her OS had advised her not to use anything in order to rough the wound off as they tend to do better, or something like that anyway. So that`s what I`m going to try as it kind of resonates with me.
@Celle The wound is well united but quite hypertrophic and very sensitive at the proximal end. The knee is still swollen and this varies from mild to moderate and anywhere in between. There is often a lot of heat in it when it`s swollen though this doesn`t concern me as I accept it as part of the process. The photo was taken after I`d elevated all evening. I could elevate all day long but as soon as I stand the swelling and tightness recur. I still have pain in it, at least as much as pre-op, particularly over the tibia as well as allsorts of soft tissue pain and intermittent ITB discomfort. At 13 weeks out it disappoints me that I should still have pain, still be unable to walk any distance without using an aid, still be unable to fully weight bear when rising from standing. I also have pain in my hips, particularly the (L) which can waken me at night, back and (L) calf. I am still on variable amounts of pain meds.
All that said, I am aware (from what I`ve read) that much healing is still taking place, especially at cellular level, also that post-traumatic OA can result in a longer period of swelling/tightness and that the younger the age of the person having a TKR the more painful it can be, presumably because of tighter muscles, tissues etc. This kind of mitigates (a little) the disappointment I feel to still be at this stage.
One other little bit I am aware of is an area which would be at the bottom of the photo and in line with the incision but not related to the wound. I can feel a roundness deep within the tissues and over the distal femur, almost as though I can feel the edge of the prosthesis underneath the layer of fat and muscle. It isn`t uncomfortable or painful and it isn`t mobile. It really does feel as though I can feel the prosthesis. I`m sure I`ll be told not to be stupid and that it`s impossible to feel any part of the implant!
I feel bad for moaning. I`ve read through others` stories and the terrible time some folk have and I feel guilty for talking about any of this because apart from the pain and mobility issues, my recovery has been quite straight forward. It`s such a lonely process though. Unless someone has been through this procedure they cannot understand all the myriad elements to it and seem to think I should be over it by now. But I`m not over it. Furthermore I`m yet to have my `orthopaedic moment`. I seem to have so many questions yet so few answers