Feeling not the best today. Maybe I have over done it or the medication isn't working as well. My blood pressure is up so I need to keep a eye on it. I did get out today and went for ride. The days that I'm not around people are ruff for me. I think that fall did a lot of trouble not physical but confindence wise. This has been so long and so tuff. The one step forward and the two steps backwards sometimes gets me down. I get so bored at times. I am at a stage that I need to be physical active for my sewing but find that I need to be sitting because of being dizzy. My dizzy spell have been increasing a little each day. Then I good for a couple of days. I do hace asma and it could be the winds. 'what I really want is my life back with a dog and doing things with people . I miss the laughing and joking. I didn't go to sewing because my shoulder hurt so bad all I did was take a pain pill and go to bed. It is better today. I guess I need to make a appointments so I can have a shot in the shoulder for pain. Sometimes I find getting old is much ruffer than I thought it would be. Having said that I am so glad when I was younger that I didn't know what was coming. I think knowing in some ways would be so boring and in other wise so scarrier. Last night I was working on my sewing and putting patterns together and tried to not get them lost. Before I knew it I has lost a book that goes with one. You know, put it were its safe so you wouldn't lost it. Well I guess it safe but its still lost. The more upset I get and try to find it, the more it stays hidden. This week I need to get a hold of my doctor to order some PT so if I fall again, I can get myslef back up without the fear of hurting myself. I find now I have such a fear of falling I find myself sometime not going out. I must get over this. The weather is so nice it's a shame being inside. When this week is over I will be one week closer to recovery. Everyone keep on working for that day you know that can return to something that you had to leave behind because of the joints were getting too painful. Enjoy, and know its going to get even better. Tashia
United States
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what is next in my life. I know I will be ok but most finished with this recover first. Everyone do take care and remember to go slow and don't rush it, its not worth it. Tashia and the kids.
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Isn't that great. Its been a long time and to think that I will be able to sleep there soon is so exciting. I realize that the pain is getting less and my knees are getting better but much slower. At times I get tired of waiting for the time but I know its going to come. With the heat moving in I must get ready for the heat which means that I will try to start finding sewing groups at night. I still haven't started sewing yet but sure enjoy going thru the fabric and getting ideas for quilts. I am also looking at classes like painting, cermeic and sewing. I have found that my self confience has been shattered by all this time recovering and having problems to rejoin groups which I thought I had friends but now they are just people I know. I wish we could find a way to meet all the people here. But I know that we are all around the world and that makes it impossible. But we can come here and see what we all have been doing. Take care and please stay safe and make sure you take care of those new joints. Tashia
