It has also come to my attention and this is only me speaking, I leaned that if I go out for too long I will come home in pain. That is sometimes but now mostly a mith, I am so trying to get my life back and I have found that I lost my will for doing things so long ago that I need to slowly get them back. First I gave up traveling because it hurt too much to do it. I finally gave it up. I now need to say that is in the past and I now need to travel even if its just a trip to the store or go out for lunch with a friend. I do have some trips coming up and I am going by myself but to meet family members. Then I plan to go back to classes because I love to learn. I have some lined up. I also found that some people were not nice. These people need to be forgotten and me to move on to meet the people I would like to be around. Each morning I find more strenght to doing or wanting to do something. I think right now I am impatiience because I am just not totally finished and that is hard on me. This hip is doing great and I really don't know where I am on the healing. The first hip was done and had so much pain and my knees were horrible full of pain so all of me hurt so I don't have any idea on how long it took. This is fushtraigng I hope you get my meaning. I would like a idea on when will I be able to get out there and get my stoamach settled down. I only had this in February and how long does it take I don't know. I am so bored. I need to ge back into life. Have fun and be around fun people. I do the following things now.
I sleep thru the nights.
I can go for a walk
I can go up strairs
I can go to computer class
I can get fully dressed and that means the shoes too.
Drive
I still need to work on
getting less medication in my body.
Wish I knew when I could get off them.
fear less fear about going out at night.
Work on dressing better and looking better
Its everday stuff I know but when I started getting the first knee done I couldn't walk a block because I hurt so bad. Gave up goint to class because it just wasted worth it.
Would not drive because of taking drugs, so got isolated. This the biggest problem and still is. Good news working on it and its getting better. At 6 months plan of a trip to the ocean or the montains with me. this is my goal. We will see. take care and please don't give up. Its so worth the fight to get well.
Take care and remember You come first. Tashia