It’s trash day today. At some point this morning I suddenly remembered that I should have taken the trash out to the curb an hour ago. Our trash can be picked up anywhere from 7 AM to 2 PM. It usually comes around 10:30 AM. Unless of course, I haven’t taken it out on time, then it usually comes around 7:30 AM. Without Murphy’s Law, we would have no way to explain such phenomenon.
As I was scurrying around rounding up trash and bagging it to go out, it suddenly dawned on me that I was working furiously with absolutely no awareness of my knees; either one of them. That’s rare for my right one, because it has been a cantankerous pain in the South end lately. It’s also rare for my left one, because that is the first time I can remember that happening since my surgery, 12 1/2 weeks ago today. As recently as a week ago, I was still nursing a lingering doubt in my mind that could even happen again.
This knee is still very tender, and has a long way to go. There is still stiffness, numbness, and sensitivity to touch. It still won’t let me pull it up far enough to easily put on socks or tie a shoe, and will not put up with very much radial movement. It will still jab me with a sharp pain if I get careless, and it is still tired at the end of the day. But even that is so much better than anything I could clearly hope for, not all that long ago.
For those still in the early stages of recovery, I know what you’re going through, I’ve been there, and I’m headed there again, June 17. In a recent post, I said I could hardly wait to start this process all over again. I was being facetious. I absolutely do not want to do this again, and I am not looking forward to it. What I am looking forward to though, is being able to walk on 2 pain-free knees that are not pulling a bad back out of line. I got a little taste of that this morning. When my wife was diagnosed with Cancer, her Oncologist said, “The good news is that this is cureable; the bad news is how it’s cured”. He was right on both counts. She is going on 6 years full remission now.
That pretty much applies to TKR as well. The good news is its 98% success rate. The bad news is that first 8 - 12 weeks of recovery. It feels really, really, good to be looking back on that. There are of course, very real risks in any surgery, and this is a major surgery. When you are released from the hospital, you were given, or will be given, a list of things to watch for that could signal some kind of problem. Be aware of those, and if you experience any of them call your surgeon immediately. But don’t be pulled down, worried and anxious needlessly. If you are not experiencing any clearly defined danger sysmptom, but you are just plain old miserable, you are probably doing fine. That’s just the (bad news) nature of the first few weeks.
But there will be a time (a NOW if you will) to be looking back on the experience, and fully harvesting the results.