Happy Saturday to everyone. This is my weekly "progress ... or not?" report. Warning: It ain't all peaches 'n' cream, so if that rubs anyone wrong, move on and don't read it. I am going to paste in last week's report and my updates will be in ALL CAPITAL LETTERS. And "away we go!"
This is my Peachiness AND the Pits Four-Week Progress Report:
[MAKE THAT FIVE WEEK PROGRESS REPORT.]
Four weeks ago I was in recovery (the surgery was on Fri., April 19). So I have four weeks under my belt.
[FIVE WEEKS AGO I WAS IN RECOVERY. SO I NOW HAVE FIVES UNDER MY BELT AND AM STARTING WEEK SIX.]
--Arthritic pain is gone. [DITTO]
--Lower back pain is back, almost all the time. [SADLY, DITTO! THIS IS MAKING ME SO SAD, BECAUSE IT PREVENTS ME FROM BEING ABLE TO GO OUT FOR LONG OR SOCIALIZE. IT HAS CURTAILED MY LIFE JUST LIKE BEFORE THE SURGERY. SO I AM VERY SAD ABOUT IT. THE NEW LIFE I ENVISIONED DIDN'T ENTAIL HIKING MOUNTAINS, TAKING BIG VACATIONS (which i would love, but it's not in the financial cards). I JUST WANTED THE FREEDOM TO GET OUT AND ABOUT AND SEE PEOPLE, DO THINGS, WALK AROUND AND STAND WITHOUT FEAR OF PAIN COMING IN AND SITTING THERE AND NOT BEING ALLEVIATED UNLESS I WAS AT HOME AND SITTING.}
--Cranky knees, till yesterday, were quiet and behaving nicely. PT's new stair-step-practice exercises made something go wonky in my knee on the operated side, so I am now babying it and lying low on exercises. I am icing and elevating it. Doing hallway walks, slowly. Will consider today if and when and how much of the routine PT exercises I should do. I am disappointed for this setback, as I didn't want to lose a day. But obviously I overdid something, so I have to cope with it.
[KNEES STILL WOBBLY-ISH; I CONTINUE TO WALK AND DO GENTLE EXERCISES AND ICE THEM. I ALSO GOT NEW SNEAKERS SO I AM NOT WALKING IN POST-OP-TROD, NOW THAT IS A MOUTHFUL, SHOES. I ALSO HAVE STOPPED WEARING FLIP FLOPS OR FLATS OF ANY KIND.}
--Pain meds are this: 1 Norco every a.m. with breakfast; extra-strength Tylenol throughout the day--1 or 2; no more than 5 a day, sometimes less.
(NO NORCO AT ALL SINCE LAST SUNDAY. MAYBE 4 TYLENOL TOPS. BUT MY ACTIVITY LEVEL IS NOT INTENSE OUTPATIENT PT, OR BACK TO WORK ... ONCE I START BACK TO WORK AND BEING GONE ALL DAY I WILL HAVE TO UP THE TYLENOL.)
--Able to walk carpeted hallway numerous times, with cane, with what feels like a normal gait and could be a fairly normal pace. As I would rather be slow and steady, I slow down, concenrate on walking right, and do more laps.
--Am able to walk on the crowded, up-and-down-and-cracked city sidewalks, though with a cane and very slowly.
(PER THE PT'S GO-AHEAD, I NOW WALK THE HALLWAYS ALMOST ENTIRELY WITHOUT A CANE. I MIGHT DO ONE OR TWO LAPS WITH THE CANE TO JUST GET THE BALL ROLLING. I GUESS THE GAIT IS OKAY-ISH. NOT SURE HOW I WOULD KNOW FOR SURE UNLESS THE PT IS WATCHING ME. I CONCENTRATE ON HEEL AND TOE STRIDES AND TRY TO KEEP MY POSTURE STRAIGHT. OUTSIDE WALKING NOT AS FREQUENT OR AS FAR SINCE THE RAIN HAS CURTAILED ME. IT'S HARD WHEN IT IS RAINING HARD TO CONCENTRATE ON NOT FALLING WHEN I HAVE A CANE AND UMBRELLA AND SHOPPING BAG WITH BIG PILLOW FOR RESTING ON A BENCH.)
One third of a mile; then a sit-down rest; one third mile back. Ice and rest afterward, but no excessive fallout.
--Hip pain and stiffness not altogether gone. This seems normal.
(HIP PAIN AND STIFFNESS SEEMS LESS THIS WEEK, MEANING THE SENSATIONS FROM THE SURGERY.
--Able to put my short leg over my high-topped tub, and planned to practice this weekend before trying to do a real shower. But the knee pain is now making me pause before doing it as I don't want to put too much weight on that knee until it is more or less back to normal. Overly cautious? Perhaps. But rather that and put up with more bird baths than overdo it.
(PT GAVE ME GO-AHEAD TO TAKE SHOWERS SINCE I CAN NOW GET THOSE LEGS OVER THE HIGH TUB SAFELY! THIS WAS A HUGE MILESTONE. LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT. FIVE WEEKS WITHOUT A SHOWER MAKES A GAL FEEL SWEATY NO MATTER HOW HARD SHE TRIES TO WASH THOROUGHLYH.
--Able to get in and out of bed quite easily. (DITTO. I HAVE PROBABLY STILL NOT BEEN DOING IT TOTALLY CORRECTLY PER THE RESTRICTIONS, BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY PROBLEMS WITH PAIN, SO I GUESS THIS IS OKAY. SURE HOPE SO.
--Focus and concenration a little better, though I still get the blues frequently and get distracted by that. (F & C THE SAME; BLUES HIT HARD ALL THE TIME. I CRY ALL THE TIME, BUT IT'S MAINLY BECAUSE I AM SO SAD THAT I HAVE ENOUGH OF THE PRE-OP BACK PAIN THAT I AM JUST AS CURTAILED AS I WAS BEFORE. SEE EARLY WHINING ABOUT THIS, BUT I THINK IT'S A VALID THING TO WHINE ABOUT. WE ALL GO THROUGH THIS SURGERY TO IMPROVE OUR LIVES, AND WHEN OUR LIVES ARE NOT IMPROVED, IT'S NATURAL TO WORRY. AT LEAST THAT'S MY STORY AND I'M STICKING TO IT. I HAVE SUCH SMALL LIFESTYLE GOALS--JUST WANT TO BE A PRODUCTIVE, INDEPENDENT PERSON WHO CAN GO TO AND FROM WORK AND DO A GOOD DAY'S JOB AND THEN GO PLACES LOCALLY AFTERWARD WITH FRIENDS OR FOR SMALL PLEASURES LIKE WALKS IN THE PARK AND WANT TO DO THAT WITHOUT WORRYING THAT I AM STUCK WITH NO ALLEVIATION FROM THE PAIN.
SPOKE TO A FRIEND WHO IS 82 AND SHE HAS BACK PAIN TOO, BUT SAID IT IS SO MINOR IT DOES NOT CURTAL HER EVEN REMOTELY. SHE IS ABLE TO GO TO CONCERTS AND STAND IN LINE, OR WALK AROUND AND DO ERRANDS AND CHORES WITHOUT FEAR OF BEING STUCK WITH THE PAIN. SHE HAS NOT EXERCISED HER WHOLE LIFE, EITHER. SHE LIKE ME JUST HAS BEEN WALKING AND KEEPING ACTIVE VIA DAILY LIVING.
WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT, BUT WHEN SOMEONE 22 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU CAN GET AROUND BETTER, YOU FEEL KIND OF ALARMED ABOUT IT.
--Thoroughly able to relish and enjoy many things--being outside, in the sun and glorious spring weather, among people, not having to be stressed out at work. Also thoroughly able to feel blue and stress and worries. I'm riding an emotional roller coaster as well as a physical one: In the course of the day (and it's not even noon where I am), I have felt upbeat and ready to tackle the world; then so blue about my recovery that I have actually said, when someone asked, "I am disappointed SO FAR about this surgery." I don't regret doing it, as I had no choice. But to be honest, I am not at the point where all the pain and mobility problems are radically different from what I am now experiencing. Prior to surgery, I was never able to predict how much I could do or go; when the pain would kick in. I had bone on bone pain in areas but not 100 per cent; thus my surgeon said that's why sometimes I could briefly walk okay. So my experience prior to surgery was easier than many of yours; and that's why now, when still experiencing pain and mobility inconsistencies, I am not seeing a huge change.
(WOW. THE ONLY CHANGE I COULD MAKE FROM THIS PRECEDING PARAGRAPH IS THE BIT ABOUT THE LOVELY SPRING WEATHER. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN EITHER REALLY STINKY HUMID AND TOO HOT OR RAIN WITH THUNDERSTORMS AND CHILLY. THE CHILLY I DON'T MIND, THE THUNDERSTORMS AND RAIN ARE ANOTHER STORY.
Sorry this isn't 100 percent peachiness, but this is just the way it is. I am optimistic that over time there will be fewer pits. I am NOT however optimistic that the "progress" will be the huge leap in the next two weeks that I need it to be. (I have a two-week goal: returning to work.)
(HMMMMM .... WELL, I DO SINCERELY APOLOGIZE YET AGAIN THIS ISN'T THE PEACHY REPORT I'D LOVE TO GIVE AND EVERYONE WANTS TO READ. BUT I AM NO LONGER AS OPTIMISTIC THAT OVER TIME THERE WILL BE FEWER PITS. I AM NOW WORRIED THE SURGERY FIXED SOME THINGS, WHICH MADE THE SURGERY WORTH IT--BUT THAT IT DID NOT AT ALL ULTIMATELY REMEDY THE LIFESTYLE CURTAILMENT I HAD SO HOPED. I BLAME ALL THIS ON THE BLASTED LOWER BACK PAIN AND CREEPING KNEE PROBLEM.
NEXT WEEK I SEE THE OS AND WILL ASK AWAY, OF COURSE. FINGERS CROSSED I GET SOMETHING MORE HELPFUL THAN, "DO STRETCHES." I WAS TOLD RECENTLY THAT AT THE TIME OF THE OS'S CHECKUP I WILL THEN GET A PRESCRIPTION FOR OUTPATIENT PT. HE LIKES TO WAIT UNTIL THE XRAYS AND CHECKUP ARE DONE AT 6 WEEKS BEFORE SENDING HIS PATIENTS OFF TO OUTPATIENT PT.
Thank you to all who have encouraged me but also validated my feelings about the pits. (DITTO DITTO, A THOUSAND TIMES DITTO!!)
I wish everyone a wonderful weekend and hope your recovery issues are resolving themselves.
(DITTO DITTO, A THOUSAND TIMES DITTO!)