Looking back, when I was at the same stage of recovery you are, I wasn't thinking much about romance either.
I have three files in My Pictures where I have saved images that I surfed the web for. And sometimes when I am typing a post and don't have an appropriate image, I open a new tab and Google what I want---like for the image in the slow dancing post to you, asked for images of "couples slow dancing" and selected what I liked and "saved image as" in one of my files. So I guess I do have a private library. I even save smiles I see in other posts here on BoneSmart that I like.