I know everyone is enjoying a day with family, and I'm having a meltdown. If anyone sees this, I just feel terrible. I'm miserable, uncomfortable, lonely and lost at sea. I don't know what to expect anymore because I have serious doubts about my doctor. I noticed in my portal, that the surgeon entered all his clinical findings 2 1/2 months before he did my knee revision. 03/06/2026 and my surgery was 05/14/2026. I think he might be covering himself because there was no awareness on the part of this Orthopedics practice that I was suffering from such an unbelievable failure of my knee device. Believe me, I was very vocal, but I kept getting pointed in different directions.
My husband is excitable and if I share any of this with him, I will have the added responsibility of calming him down. He'll create a conspiracy.
Compound all this with the ongoing recovery of Day 9 pain, etc.
I have never heard back regarding the Tape Incident, but I soothed that by peeling the tape off the worst area.
I have an appointment with Sean, the Physician Assistant on Wednesday. I am not going to press to see the surgeon. I feel Sean is the appointed gatekeeper and will provide me with answers and likely already knows everything about the findings. This is how I am going to handle it for my Wednesday appointment.
I am trying to think of questions to list, starting with whether the device used made by Stryker had any recalls involving my model. They have the number. I will ask for it.
Also want to know if the amount of damage caused by the dislocated implant stands a chance of working properly after that damage.
And what time frame are we looking at.
Why wasn't my pain addressed sooner. I saw multiple people for my issues from the original surgeon, to physical therapists, to non-surgical physicians to worsening hip pain likely caused by faulty knee replacement.
I'm overwhelmed.
I just want someone to tell me it's a lot but I've got this.
You know?