June is 19 weeks old (almost 5 months!) and Augie is 13. I was feeling moody yesterday, especially regarding my recovery. I spent almost 6 hours at the office and I felt achy and stiff the entire time--my desk chair, which used to be comfortable, is really uncomfortable these days, no matter how many adjustments I make to lumbar support, back angle, etc. I was grumbly all day, anxious that I wasn't making better progress, that I'll never regain leg strength, be able to get down low for gardening, climb stairs without hauling myself up via the railings, etc.
And then, for some reason, I thought to look at my posts from my hip replacement recovery, and voila, there was a post I wrote at the 4 1/2 month point that started out full of anxiety about what I couldn't do and was afraid I'd never do.
In the hip post I went on to review my progress as a way of shifting my mindset--so, here's my progress list for the knees:
--Work a full day and still have some energy for other events (especially if I work from home part or all of the day)
--Walk at least a mile, sometimes more, with minimal discomfort (none in June, minimal in Augie)
--Run errands and go for a walk and do some housework in the same day (in other words, live my life)
--Walk easily without a cane most of the time--only use the cane on longer walks and then mostly carry it
--Easily navigate low steps carrying heavy grocery bags
--Get up from armless chairs more easily than I could a couple of weeks ago--still need to push off with my hands on the seat but leg muscles are doing much more of the work
--Flexion, which has always been adequate to good, continues to improve.
A note about ROM: The PT who came to my house after each surgery was very concerned about flexion (extension has always been 0). She never touched me but she did verbally encourage me to gain increments in ROM in spite of some pain (try again, just a little bit more, you're almost there,...). She took seated measurements in mid-August, and pushing to point of mild pain, I got 120 in the June knee and 125 in Augie (my gumby knee).
Fast forward to the outpatient PT I first saw in mid-September. At my intake, she took supine measurements and encouraged me to stay in my comfort zone--in other words, no pushing, no pain. June was 108 and Augie was 115. This was fine with her (and with me). We decided to take a break for the month of October to give Augie a chance to grow up a bit and I just went back to her this week. She measured again, same routine, supine, stay in comfort zone, and Augie was now 125 and June was 118. A testament to the "just live your life and let time heal" approach. She was pleased--and said that as time goes on I'll most likely continue to gain some in June.