@1_HIP_I_wonder
You are definitely in my prayers. Have faith and take it one day at a time! I know the frustration of having gained weight right when it is so important to lose the weight. I saw my surgeon in December when I was still have just as many good days as bad and he told me that I should ideally be at 205 lbs. well, it was like he told me to go out and eat a gallon of ice cream!!! Lol. It was so overwhelming, and the weight loss has been a challenge for me from even before when I was much more physical, that I just didn't know how to start.
I finally got serious in early April when I went to Hersheypark on a beautiful spring day and could not walk around. My husband finally encouraged me to rent a scooter so that I could at least enjoy the day a bit with my family (we have 2 girls, 14 & 6).
At that point I vowed to never allow my weight to stop where I need to be with my hip recovery. Definitely was my rock bottom.
So, I started waking up at 5 and going to the pool EVERY DAY before work. I pool walk and have been able to switch to swimming mid way. I try to get a full hour in before hitting the showers at the gym and changing for work. Then I commute 45 min to 1 hr to Philadelphia to work.
With regard to food, I have basically cut out all sweets and breads, pasta, etc, tracking everything I eat on My Fitness Pal and sticking to a 1200 calorie diet. I have also supplemented some meals with Boost Glucose Control to fill me up with high protein and minimal sugar. Add veggies and fruit each day and dinner is a protein and veggie - skipping the carb that I used to have at every dinner.
Now, if that isn't enough...I also thought it would not hurt to add a weight loss meditation cd (downloaded from iTunes) to unwind to at night before bed. Focuses on "mindful eating". (Splendor of Meditation for Weight Loss).
It is not easy, but it is not that difficult either. I do miss some days at the pool (we all oversleep sometimes) and tonight I went over in calories due to a family celebration at a Japanese hibachi grill, but not by too much.
All in all, I am moving forward and am thinking about how great I will feel if I am a bit thinner AND have a new hip! Watch out!!! This mama is going to be rivaling even those Marathon running moms!
Hang in there and I would love to connect more personally if you need a virtual buddy (I could use the help as well).