Thank you for all your sharing. Life has sent you many challenges and you have managed them all. If I could ask you one more question...I get the impression you are a younger patient, so are you worried that running could shorten the life of your new knee? My OS has said no running.
HI Deb, good morning. No I am not so young, I just act young. I turned 60 several months ago. Running had been such a huge part of my life that it is hard to let go. After my kids had grown running was the center of my universe. My social circle, my best friends and confidants, and in a flash it was all gone. Literally...after 4 years of knee trouble, many shots, physical therapy, I had run my last marathon in Oklahoma City May of 2010. On the 4th of July 2010 I set out on a easy run with my daughter, and Acccckkkk my knee just said no more. Very painful I walked for a 1/4 mile just trying to walk it out, then tried to run again, same thing, bad bad pain. Basically it was over then. Yes I did run the 1/2 marathon in Houston this past January I guess because I had to prove something to myself and I wanted to be able to say I was done, when 'I' say I am done.
Yes there is worry that the knee could wear out too early and loosening of the implant. I know in my heart that I should not run, it is so hard to let go. The running community goes on without me in Houston now, and I feel so lazy on a Saturday morning, sitting drinking coffee and not out running. I will always be active in some way, I do love where I work out with weights. My PT facility is also a sports performance training center as well. I have been there so long that we are like a family. It is not the replacement for running but somewhere I do feel like I belong.
I would just like it if my doctor or any doctor would just sit me down and tell me exactly all the concerns about running after TKR, instead of just saying NO running, you don't want it to wear out. It is like telling Serena Williams that she can no longer play tennis again. She would not say..."oh, ok." In comparison, no we are not the same, she is a world class athlete, and I am not, but I just bet that I love running every much as she loves playing tennis.
I am trying to come to terms with it and tell myself that this part of my life is over but it makes me sad. I am so tired of being sad.