Thanks
@Ellejay and
@Phil for sharing your positive experiences regarding massage. I was beginning to think that I was 'wrong' for posting about it being beneficial for me.
Thanks for weighing in
@RestAssured . I absolutely agree that everyone is different and there are different roads taken to the same destination. I guess I am not explaining myself properly, as I assumed that everyone would be excited/supportive that I am finally getting relief from some issues that have plagued me for over a year instead of being corrected and contradicted by
@Josephine and now a bit by you. Yes, parts of the massage hurt, but that's on the areas that I'm having issues with. She also massages my hamstrings, IT band, and checks the tracking/movement of my Patella. She's very conscientious and I consider myself lucky to have found her. Scar tissue/adhessions/whatever they're called are being worked on and helping me. I'm a year out. Of course I wouldn't let a PT, or anyone, actually torture me. If the benefits outweigh the discomfort, then so be it. If they didn't, I wouldn't be doing it. I am sure that you and Josephine are just looking out for my best interest or trying to clarify for someone else that may be reading and my apologies if I'm being overly sensitive or misunderstanding the tone in which you meant. I wish that the wisdom being shared would be mixed with just a hint of being happy that I'm being helped though.
I'm not sure how much of my story you're familiar with as we haven't corresponded much in the past year that I've been on here and seeking help, but I've had challenges all along. Some self inflicted and some not. I've done a ton of research, sought multiple '2nd opinions' and have found no relief to date. The fact that I have finally been able to find something/someone that is helping me after such a painful year was exciting. I don't expect anyone reading post number two thousand and whatever who hasn't been following me since the beginning (or at least for a while) to understand it all, but there are still those on here that do remember all that I've experienced. I'm not a medical professional. I don't always use the proper terms or titles. I'm just some 47 year old woman struggling to achieve a positive outcome after a year of struggle and attempting to document my progress and fill in the 'virtual friends' that have supported me along the way. These posts are my opinions and experiences. They're not fact and I never meant for them to be 'preachy'.
Thanks for suggesting yoga, but that's not really my thing. I know how beneficial it is for so many things and that's great that you like it and it's helping, but it just doesn't work for me and I actually don't find it relaxing. It sort of stresses me out. Go figure. My main issues aren't with strength; it's just one of the things that I'm working on as long as I'm at PT again anyways.
It's been a very long while since I've felt optimistic about my knee. I've tried so many things over the past year; more exercise, less exercise, no exercise, pain management, heat, cold, topical potions, trying to just ignore it and all else. I was excited about posting about something that finally seemed to be helping. Not so much anymore.....
Happy healthy new year to everyone.