Ok folks going back to the begining a bit & then trying to bring my experiences up to date!
KNEE DIARY:
Tuesday 29th January, 2013 - Pre-op Day & Hospital arrival.
My hospital is minimum 2 ½ drive from home & as I had to be there for 1.pm we left about 10. It was a very quiet journey! I cannot describe my feelings, sheer unadulterated terror is close. It’s not knowing what’s going to happen & the real phobia I have of needles. When I got up to the ward I couldn’t step into the reception, a nurse took one look at me removed my bag & told Tim to take me to sit down, from then on the tremendous care & attention of ME took over. They explained as little or as much as I wanted to know & most importantly let Tim be with me as much as possible. I was constantly breaking down in tears, shaking, a complete wreck. They assured me that no injection would hurt and that I’d get the best care they could give. All true! How hospitals & nursing have moved on in 15+ years, all my dreadful fears & memories of past experiences are just that, memories. I shouldn’t have been so scared, but I’m human & that’s how we are! The last thing that night I prayed that God would keep me safe & help me through it all - he really came through too!