Hi Pjmc, here's the thing and a lesson I had to learn the hard way. We can't change the past (darn it). The best we can do is try to adapt and move forward and your 1st step is to get yourself set up with a consult from a revisionist specialist. It sucks when people we know and trust to take care of us drop the ball, but you have to do what's best for you and know that one of these days, that saying of 'what goes around comes around', will pay off. Don't give your old OS a second thought. I'm sorry you're in pain and feeling deserted, but take this as your chance to move forward and get yourself all fixed up! Nothing to lose at this point, right? ((hugs))