Day 11 Post Op-0
Wow.. I thought I knew before, but I'm "relearning" the saying "patience is a virtue". Seems like progress is so slow, even though reading everyone's post, I don't think I'm experiencing anything that everyone else hasn't. I'm very fortunate that I'm sleeping relatively well at night. I'm elevating and icing over night. I'm not generally a "back sleeper", in fact, I'm a stomach sleeper - boy, WHEN can I think of being able to do that again?? I have found that with my right leg elevated, it's much more comfortable to have a pillow folded (like a tent) under my left knee.. it kind of offsets my right. Hahahaha! Getting ready for sleep every night is SUCH A PROCESS!!
Still very reliant on the walker.. "Dont' leave [bed] without it!"

I know the day will come eventually when I can graduate to either crutches or a cane..
Did my PT exercises this am and my daughter (who helped my yesterday) says I'm doing better than yesterday, but I find them REALLY hard. I am very careful not to do anything that hurts my knee, so I stop any single exercise when necessary. I do push to do as much as I can, but by the time I'm finished, I am exhausted. There is one where I have a rolled towel under my knee and I'm supposed to tighten my quads to lift my ankle and hold it. UGH!!! My quads are NOT a willing partner in this.. I tighten and can't even move my ankle. (In fact, when I went to the outside PT the first time, they had to show me how it was "supposed to work" with my left knee. OHHH!! THAT's what is supposed to happen! - kind of funny, but kind of sad at the same time.. ) The other one that is most difficult is placing a rolled towel under my ankle and relaxing to work on my extension. This I'm supposed to hold for 3-5 minutes (if possible). I don't even think I made it to a minute today..
After having overdone my PT before and paying the price, I find that I'm actually AFRAID that I'm going to hurt myself. And I feel so torn between what I'm being expected to do "by prescription" vs the direction and advice I'm getting from this forum (which actually I trust more). By nature, I'm a "pleaser", I'm one who "follows the rules", does the "right thing" and I always did my homework .. (I know.. sounds like such a "do-gooder"!) Seems the "rules" in this circumstance are very "murky"..
I'll try more again later this afternoon. I know it will get better over time. I have outside PT tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it. But it's part of the process and I'll get through it. One day at a time..
