Braunzie
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Day 6 - woke up this AM and while my husband was still sleeping, starting coming up with all these questions in my head.. I was going to write a list and post a second thread.. Then I got this brilliant idea to read the FAQs on this site (and some of the other links) again and lo and behold! I got most my answers!! :P
Emotions are pretty thin today too. In my head I know everything is going well, and though I have relatively little pain (up to a 3-4 at times) it just gets to me.. In my head I know my family is here to help, but it is just so hard to have to depend on everyone else for so much. I'm telling myself to just get used to it, it's necessary, it won't last forever... but then my other voice jumps in and reminds me it will last quite a long time..
Blech...
I'm up to 88 on my CPM machine. Doc wants me to be at 100 by the end of the week.. Not sure I'll make it (since that's tomorrow), but I don't see him until the 29th anyway, so I'm not really stressing about that. It is hard for me to get to the 0 extension - not really "painful" in a way that I feel I'm doing harm or that I should stop, but it does feel like the machine is stretching my leg away from my hip (with my knee in the middle, of course). I told my 18 year old daughter I feel like I'm being "drawn and quartered".. She didn't know what I was talking about. ??? What are they teaching kids these days???
Earlier today, I was using the CPM machine and was trying to use my laptop at the same time. Made a comment to my husband that I wish I could get the heal of my good leg not to keep slipping, as I had it bent, supporting the laptop. He gave me this "look", walked over and folded a pillow and stuck it under the knee of my good leg.. (Duh..... ).. I'm going to chalk that one up to the pain meds.. I can do that, right?? 
As I keep telling myself, this is a "process".. And I do know there is a light at the end of the tunnel..
Thanks to everyone here for your continued support and encouragement.. (directly and indirectly). I feel very fortunate to have found this site! I can't imagine what I would be going through without it.. It's kind of like a security blanket, actually... Never thought about it that way before, but it's great to know you have a whole bunch of people who can relate to what you're going through and share their experiences, and lessons learned along the way... So, again... thanks!
Emotions are pretty thin today too. In my head I know everything is going well, and though I have relatively little pain (up to a 3-4 at times) it just gets to me.. In my head I know my family is here to help, but it is just so hard to have to depend on everyone else for so much. I'm telling myself to just get used to it, it's necessary, it won't last forever... but then my other voice jumps in and reminds me it will last quite a long time..
Blech... I'm up to 88 on my CPM machine. Doc wants me to be at 100 by the end of the week.. Not sure I'll make it (since that's tomorrow), but I don't see him until the 29th anyway, so I'm not really stressing about that. It is hard for me to get to the 0 extension - not really "painful" in a way that I feel I'm doing harm or that I should stop, but it does feel like the machine is stretching my leg away from my hip (with my knee in the middle, of course). I told my 18 year old daughter I feel like I'm being "drawn and quartered".. She didn't know what I was talking about. ??? What are they teaching kids these days???
Earlier today, I was using the CPM machine and was trying to use my laptop at the same time. Made a comment to my husband that I wish I could get the heal of my good leg not to keep slipping, as I had it bent, supporting the laptop. He gave me this "look", walked over and folded a pillow and stuck it under the knee of my good leg.. (Duh..... ).. I'm going to chalk that one up to the pain meds.. I can do that, right?? 
As I keep telling myself, this is a "process".. And I do know there is a light at the end of the tunnel..
Thanks to everyone here for your continued support and encouragement.. (directly and indirectly). I feel very fortunate to have found this site! I can't imagine what I would be going through without it.. It's kind of like a security blanket, actually... Never thought about it that way before, but it's great to know you have a whole bunch of people who can relate to what you're going through and share their experiences, and lessons learned along the way... So, again... thanks!





Trying to figure out why. I did 4 sets of PT yesterday, walked a bit (really not much at all), took my meds, iced, elevated, used the CPM Machine. So - could it be the PT is too much? These include:
I'm going to take a
I really think I didn't get that I was doing too much. But because I read them, I backed WAY off today and I can tell already that it's making a difference. What I don't understand is why I got instructions to do 5 sets of the PT everyday, with no conditions.. like.. work up to it over 3-4 weeks.. etc.. I will ask tomorrow when I see the PT at the office for the first time. Again, thank you SOO much! 
But the pharmacist was very helpful and said if I got a prescription for Percocet instead (that has the same dosage of oxycodone in it), the insurance company would approve it and then he could fill it. (Brilliant.. I love that insurance companies can dictate this stuff.. obviously there is logic behind that.. ) ... Just one more thing to take care of...