@jenng2003 So sorry to hear about your pain and PT issues. And the emotions are all part of the wonderful adventure you've embarked on. I didn't have near the issues that you are having, but if would burst into tears at the slightest stressor. . . Or if I was just feeling pitiful.

It will pass and your sanity will return!
So - I know it has been said before, but why don't you just cancel your PT appts. until you get the pain and swelling under control? They shouldn't be running/ruining your sense of safety and wellness. If you are hurting - at not even three weeks out - something needs to change. Tell your OS what you want and that your PT has been hurting you. PT should be work, but not bring you to a pain level of 9!!
My PTs never touched my knee; I was lucky to have an OS who believes in pool PT and it was great. But I had to keep seriously icing for long stretches of my days clear up to 8-10 weeks. And not over do with shopping or whatever!!

I couldn't be out and about for more than 15-20 minutes until about week 4 (PT being the only exception). OH, and I really don't like that your PT is threatening MUA at two weeks... So unfair!
Get on a pain med schedule - again, tell your OS or GP what you need. Don't let them tell you about fears of addiction, etc. I was on Dilaudid and didn't start to taper until about week 10 and never had any trouble. Now (I am at five months) I take Tylenol extra strength in the morning, after school only if I need to, and most nights a Tylenol PM at bedtime. Some days I feel good, some days there is discomfort, but it is getting better. More slowly now that it is colder, but still better!!
Go Get 'Em!!