rjrober23
junior member
Hello all (an update and a rant),
I haven't posted for a bit. I have had the worst 48 hours since I came home from the hospital! Pain, pain and more pain. Friday at PT, she wanted me to move to a 6" step for 2 sets of 20 step-ups. I had only been on the 4" step once, and that did hurt, but not too bad. I said it was too tall, she said, try it, I did and said again, it's too tall. She said 2 sets of 20. Stupid me trying to be a "good girl" and do what I'm told, I go ahead with the 20. By the time I finished I could feel my knee swelling tighter and tighter. I said that to the PTs and they said now do side step ups. Again with the negotiating about the height. I did one and said, NO, since my knee was now hollering at me. So we go to the 4, which by this time is too much and again with the 2/20 business. By this time I'm resigned to my fate. Needless to say, by the end of the session I was hurting (and I had taken pain meds an hr before the appointment). So the rest of the day was shot while I elevated iced and took my Norco.
I wasn't paying close attention to my quantity of pain meds either and my doc closes at noon on Fridays. We had a wedding to go to Saturday. My niece, which I was really looking forward to. (I'll spare you the details of trying to struggle into a pair of tights which must have been the wrong size as they were very long and the waistband was up to my bra!) anyway, the wedding was beautiful and I enjoyed chatting with siblings and great aunts and cousins, but it was a long event. We got home after 9 and I was beat. I ended up taking the last of my pain meds when I woke up during the night. It was a downhill spiral from there.
The "they" that follows is my ortho's office. They took me off the Percocet after just 2 weeks at home and gave me Norco instead at a lower dosage and longer interval. At 3 weeks! Anyway, I ramble.
The past two days have been awful to put it bluntly. Doc's answering service and on-call doc won't do prescriptions after hours. I tried just about every OTC analgesic in our medicine cabinet with middling results. No sleep, lying on the sofa for two days in a blur of pain and tears. All I could do was moan and rock and pray for relief.
Finally this morning got the refill request called in. It took about all day for them to order it from the pharmacy. They have been giving me Norco 7.5-325. The script reads 1-2 every 8-12 hours. A couple weeks ago I called the Dr and said I have break-through pain (level of about 5-6) after just 4 hours. So they said take the hydrocodone every 6 hours. That still meant I am chasing my pain and never really able to be comfortable in PT or sleeping. They won't change the prescription to read 6 hours and have been doling out the pills 1 week at a time. Today they said that the next prescription would be scaled back?! I feel like I'm being judged as a drug seeking addict. It's like they all know something and I'm not in on the secret.
I am so frustrated and angry at this point. I'm in pain, being pushed into very aggressive PT and being treated like I'm at fault or doing something shady. I am just 5 weeks from surgery tomorrow. I think I have made a lot of progress in ROM and strength. I walk without cane or walker most of the time. Yes, I am becoming depressed and feel like I've just come out of a battle.
It wasn't so difficult managing pain with my right knee back in May. I don't know what has happened. Do people not believe me when I say no or I'm hurting? I have a usually calm demeanor and bear up as much as I can, but I am tired of fighting to be listened to and heard.
I haven't posted for a bit. I have had the worst 48 hours since I came home from the hospital! Pain, pain and more pain. Friday at PT, she wanted me to move to a 6" step for 2 sets of 20 step-ups. I had only been on the 4" step once, and that did hurt, but not too bad. I said it was too tall, she said, try it, I did and said again, it's too tall. She said 2 sets of 20. Stupid me trying to be a "good girl" and do what I'm told, I go ahead with the 20. By the time I finished I could feel my knee swelling tighter and tighter. I said that to the PTs and they said now do side step ups. Again with the negotiating about the height. I did one and said, NO, since my knee was now hollering at me. So we go to the 4, which by this time is too much and again with the 2/20 business. By this time I'm resigned to my fate. Needless to say, by the end of the session I was hurting (and I had taken pain meds an hr before the appointment). So the rest of the day was shot while I elevated iced and took my Norco.
I wasn't paying close attention to my quantity of pain meds either and my doc closes at noon on Fridays. We had a wedding to go to Saturday. My niece, which I was really looking forward to. (I'll spare you the details of trying to struggle into a pair of tights which must have been the wrong size as they were very long and the waistband was up to my bra!) anyway, the wedding was beautiful and I enjoyed chatting with siblings and great aunts and cousins, but it was a long event. We got home after 9 and I was beat. I ended up taking the last of my pain meds when I woke up during the night. It was a downhill spiral from there.
The "they" that follows is my ortho's office. They took me off the Percocet after just 2 weeks at home and gave me Norco instead at a lower dosage and longer interval. At 3 weeks! Anyway, I ramble.
The past two days have been awful to put it bluntly. Doc's answering service and on-call doc won't do prescriptions after hours. I tried just about every OTC analgesic in our medicine cabinet with middling results. No sleep, lying on the sofa for two days in a blur of pain and tears. All I could do was moan and rock and pray for relief.
Finally this morning got the refill request called in. It took about all day for them to order it from the pharmacy. They have been giving me Norco 7.5-325. The script reads 1-2 every 8-12 hours. A couple weeks ago I called the Dr and said I have break-through pain (level of about 5-6) after just 4 hours. So they said take the hydrocodone every 6 hours. That still meant I am chasing my pain and never really able to be comfortable in PT or sleeping. They won't change the prescription to read 6 hours and have been doling out the pills 1 week at a time. Today they said that the next prescription would be scaled back?! I feel like I'm being judged as a drug seeking addict. It's like they all know something and I'm not in on the secret.
I am so frustrated and angry at this point. I'm in pain, being pushed into very aggressive PT and being treated like I'm at fault or doing something shady. I am just 5 weeks from surgery tomorrow. I think I have made a lot of progress in ROM and strength. I walk without cane or walker most of the time. Yes, I am becoming depressed and feel like I've just come out of a battle.
It wasn't so difficult managing pain with my right knee back in May. I don't know what has happened. Do people not believe me when I say no or I'm hurting? I have a usually calm demeanor and bear up as much as I can, but I am tired of fighting to be listened to and heard.
United States
Yes, ma'am. I have been properly admonished. (Although the PA at my OS office said she did the same thing.) I didn't pull exposed ends through, these pieces were clean and unattached. So everyone else don't do what I did! Fortunately, everything in the area is finally settled, scabbed and healing.
If I were, I'd need more frequent pain meds when I got home and the next day. My pain is primarily of the achey variety, feels like its in the bone. Swelling mostly decreases range of motion, but elevating and ice still help any pain. 
Do you mean your gait?
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