You are all too kind! I can tell that I'm feeling better because I have been so terrible about keeping my journey updated! I'm not 100% yet, but I feel so much better than I did just a month ago.
I have been discharged from home health nursing, and I saw my infection specialist for (hopefully) the last time today! I was given a clean bill of health! She said that I was "young and healthy" and I am healing very well! She said that I could come back if I notice any changes, but I haven't yet, so I think, hope, I am out of the woods! I'm glad, because I've become attached to my knee! (groan...)
I am now driving on my own when I need or want to go anywhere. I feel so much better just because of this! I am not able to drive for more than 45 minutes or so and my back and legs feel achy, but once I stand up and change position, it's much better. I am no longer using my crutches at all, and use my cane most of the time. I was walking around without anything in the house, but my gait is atrocious that way. So, I use the cane to make sure I train my knees to work the correct way. I feel much more comfortable moving around and walking a bit longer than I did before. I'm still not very mobile, but that is changing very quickly. I'm surprised that I'm able to get up out of some lower chairs even too! I can move any way I want in bed, but I know there is still a ways to go.
My left knee is feeling weaker than my right, so I've redoubled my efforts at doing quad sets, per my doctor. It seems to be getting better, but I'll keep doing them. They aren't difficult, but he said that the tightening, release, and then tightening them again is the most important part. So, I do them as often as I can.
I am excited about going to the local parks and maybe even fishing sometime soon here. It's amazing what a change a month can make. I usually get a parks pass for the NY state parks (for $65/year and you can get into all state parks and DEC sites for no extra charge...pays for itself in 8 visits, which I more than do during the year.) I have a bunch of niggling little things I have to do, like get my car inspected, do my taxes, get to the bank...etc. So, it's nice to be coherent enough to do them now!
My little wound hole is looking pretty good too. I'm using the Dakin's solution and dressing it with sterile gauze, the covering with an Allevyn. I also use some of the leftover drape I have from the wound vac to secure the edges of the Allevyn to make sure it stays down and the liquid from the gauze doesn't run anywhere! I change it twice a day, usually. The wound measures about 2cmX2cm and is about 2.5-3cm deep. It's still a little deeper than I would like, but I'm packing it loosely so it heals from inside out. I feel good about it right now. I hope it will only take another 2-3 months to be completely healed. Hopefully, by then, I'll be strong enough to go kayaking.
I'm looking for a job in earnest. There are about 2 dozen that I am applying for this week. Hopefully one of them will stick! There's a good one for a Healthy Moms program through the hospital I used to work for before surgery, so maybe they'll snatch me up again! We'll see. I would really like to work with parents and kiddos again.
The weather is getting nicer here in Western NY, and I'm not ready for it. It's supposed to be around 70 tomorrow too. I do not like hot weather, so it would be nice if it could stay around this temperature. It will be nice to get fresh air though and sit outside.
Hope everyone is doing well. Sorry I've been less than supportive, but, it's true what they say, when you feel good, you go out and do! I'll try to respond to posts soon!
Yours optimistically,
Jen