Sitting at the dermatologist's office last evening - there was a little club of us patients who had been squeezed in. Mine was to check a funny spot on my leg which turned out to be nothing too much and was zapped with the dermozapper thingy to freeze it off. The other patient was a lady on a cane with her hubby, who was set to have hip replacement on Monday. She had a funny thingy she wanted checked on her skin before the surgery. She was so nervous about her hip replacement surgery, the anesthetic, all of it. I so related to her, as I was in her shoes last year waiting for knee surgery. She could hardly walk on that hip, and had to heavily rely on her cane. I am thinking of her tonight and wishing her a peaceful week-end as she waits for her Monday surgery.
I am coming up on 10 months in another week or so. Last year at this time I was in so much daily pain, so crippled on my walker, and so housebound. Unsure how it all would play out, I had met my 2d opinion OS and liked him so much I decided to switch to him and have both knees done at once. It was so scary to think of maybe being crippled for the rest of my life if things didn't go well. And the letting go of the first OS was even scary , because as much as I wasn't satisfied with his care, he was the devil I knew. And there was comfort in that.
Today I am doing really well. I still get twinges in the muscles and tendons of the knees, and even wake up sometimes at night with pain. But it quickly subsides when I change position. I am currently forced to sleep on a slant pillow due to a silent reflux problem, and that causes me to get into some weird positions at times, which affects the knees.
I was telling the hip lady yesterday how successful I thought my surgery had been, and I was happily talking about being able to walk and go to the grocery store, and get in and out of the car, and I'm not sure she was convinced of how great my life was. I guess it might seem pretty tame, but there is so much pleasure in the independence and lightness of spirit of being able to move around freely under my own steam.
I see lots of new bs members on the site, and I feel so welcoming towards all of them. There is so much strength, comfort and support to be had in this place.
Much love to all.