After doing my 2nd knee 5 months after the first, the level of impatience to just move on is overwhelming some days. Three days before surgery, I was going to cancel because I just hit the pain free mark at 4.5 months and was so happy. Why was I doing this again? It needed to be done and I decided to give myself till next spring to really be moved on and to not expect miracles in the interim. If I'm totally or off pain and able to run by then, that would be wonderful!
I am tired of pain meds but they are a must. I am on my feet a lot for work and working be able to name it thru the day without them but I wonder about their depressive effects. I'm usually happy and optimistic but there are days that are a struggle. I think the pain just wears you down. If I take a pill and am pain free, it's better for everyone,and the stress of the pain is not prohibiting my healing but I'm really lying forward top not taking them anymore. I do use some CBD products. Mostly on the beginning for the nausea I had this time and didn't have with last knee. Gummies have helped with sleep and when the pain pills just aren't enough. Last time my Dr prescribed Dayvgo for sleep issues that started about 6 weeks and I am at 7 going thru the same thing and it's 3:45 in the morning right now so I guess I may have to ask for another short round to get past this!!
All said, recovery was quicker this time, ROM much better even right out of surgery compared to my my first knee currently. Holder PT aid I didn't need OP PT because I had already exceeded the goals but the pain remains and I'm not one to sit around and rest and my impatience with recovery is my biggest enemy!
Happy Thanksgiving!