Thanks, everyone for your concern.
I'm angry, I'm sad and everything in between. Sorry folks, I didn't sleep well last night and I'm having a full-fledged pity party this morning. I feel so disgusted with life right now, I have struggled so hard the last seven years with a botched TKR, staph infection, and a two-stage TKR revision in the last eight months to have a normal life and now this.
My recovery was going so well for 7½ weeks. For the first time in seven years I was walking unassisted without pain, then came that dreadful morning that I will never forget, when I got up to get a cup of coffee out of nowhere I felt a sharp pain in my knee that practically floored me. Little did I know then, I ruptured my LCL (lateral collateral ligament).
I got a look at my xray before the OS came into the room. I knew instantly what I was looking at wasn't good. So I was preparing myself for the worse case scenario. Sure enough, as soon as the OS came into the room the dreadful words came out of her mouth, you have a complete tear of your LCL which is going to require surgery to repair it.
She made it very clear, under my circumstances of having a recent TKR revision surgery to repair your LCL is going to be very tricky. We will either use a ligament from a cadaver or we will graft it from your body. The graft is passed through the bone tunnels and attached to the femur and fibula using screws. The tricky part is working around your TKR to attach the new ligament.
Of course, my next question was how long is the rehab.
You have to wear a is a full knee brace. No weight bearing on your leg for 6 weeks and then may progress off crutches and you can start using a stationary bike starting at week 6. You should avoid side to side activities or step-up activities until xrays are obtained at 5 months to verify that there is sufficient healing of the reconstruction graft to allow further activities.
'Okay, Doc from your experience and please be frank with me, what is the percentage of the new ligament working.'
'Under your circumstances, there is a 70% chance of a successful outcome.'
Not what I wanted to hear, so I asked her what would be the next step if surgery to repair my ligament doesn't work. That's when things get more complicated she said, the next step will be a revision to replace the TKR with a new TKR that would stabilize the knee without the use of a ligament. Not what I wanted to hear either.
So surgery is scheduled for July 30. That means that I have to go through all the pre-op beforehand. Who knows how many days I'll be in the hospital after surgery. I'll be honest I'm not mentally prepared for this but I'll get through it somehow.
I always gotta remind myself, there is always, always, always something to be thankful for and that no matter how good or bad I have it, I must wake up each day thankful for my life, because someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs.