Wish I could have peace within, the battles in my mind drive me nuts. I was to P/T yesterday and I've been working hard on my own on wall stretches, sitting on the shower bench and moving my leg behind the leg of the bench, laying on the bed and stretching the leg and still yesterday my ROM was around 90 a few weeks back it was up to 95, although yesterday the therapist was able to help me get a rotation on the bike and once I got going it wasn't easy, but I spent about 4 mins in a frontward rotation. I am confused on my ROM as it never seems to be the same. I thought I had, had a really good week stretching and still it didn't seem to show that. I've tried to position myself with a mirror to watch my bend as I think it often feels like it's bending better than it is. With it not being the same those words of MUA come up, I'm at the feeling if I am like at 85 or 90 maybe it's in my best interest to get a better ROM if it's at 90-95 especially the higher end then I feel I need time. This is how I spend my down time, researching if it's a good choice or not, reading posts from others that have had their surgery around my time. ( Maybe starting back to work will give my mind something else to think about.) Would like to put this inner battle in my mind to rest. Would love to hear from folks that went from low ROM to 100 + range after months.
Nothing was ever said prior to surgery that maybe there would be issues afterword, figured I would go for the surgery, follow the directions , exercise and return to work after 8 wks of recovering.
Dishearted and frustrated as I am consistly trying to make the right decision.
(looking for some pep talk from you all to help put these demons to rest. )