Well, just as I think, OK we are going to do this, I get a call from my The Brigham (where I go for the Pain Management) telling me that my company, through which I am insured, has changed insurance to one that the do not accept!!!
Seems, the new owners of the Physician corp, switched all the plans, making it VERY expensive to go out of the system (I had thoroughly exhausted my system Dr's, and flatly would not go back to my OS, who I would not let operate on my dog!!).
I was not notified of this, because I am out on medical leave and I am not hooked up with their intra-net. God forbid someone send me a snail mail with this info when I could actually do something like opt out!))
That being said, I would be a "self pay" though I have insurance, I would likely need a $6,000 deductable before they would pick up 65% of the costs, leaving me with $6K deductible and 35% of anything above that.
Needless to say, I lost it and went into catastrophe mode, lying on the living room floor and crying my eyes out.
To complete the scene, there was a dirty sock nearby which I used to wipe my face and blow my nose into...can you tell I freaked out???
Finally my older daughter brought me a CLEAN sock....We really do have tissues and paper towels, but it was easier to grab a clean sock from a nearby pile....
Well, thank goodness for Ativan- and a husband with a better hold on reality than me (I tend to catastrophize if you haven't already figured that out):th_heehee:
We are working it out and my care will not be interrupted but will cost more money (If I stay within the System it would cost...nada). Some things are worth more than nada.
Today I am better AND my daughter introduced me to Chanel makeup....
Will update
Sandy