Sommers16
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Update- Wednesday evening, 5/18
I know my surgery was only yesterday. And I know that the post-surgery pain will cease.
I just want so much to speed through this post-surgical pain and get on with life.
Tonight the nurse was helping me back in the bed after I'd been on the potty. My operated leg still feels so new, odd, heavy and achy to me. When I was getting in the bed, my operated leg turned in, like a lead weight was in my knee cap.
I am terrified of hurting my new hip. The PCA said it would take a lot more to dislocate the joint than that. Still, feeling the leg roll in like that made me lose it. I didn't intentionally do that move. It also hasn't helped that the low blood pressure situation has caused me to miss doses of pain pills.
I had two sessions of therapy today and will have two tomorrow. I am getting more fluids and drinking more fluids and got a shot of ephedrine all to try and raise my blood pressure. It has helped some, but not much.
When I am still in the bed and can get comfortable, there is little to no pain, which is great. But when I get up to use the bathroom or to do physical therapy, it hurts pretty badly getting in and out of the bed. And once the surgical leg is "angered" it stays that way awhile.
The hospital staff here is nice, but I don't think they could possibly understand what this is like.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I think my expectations may have been too high too soon. I know things will improve and that this was still the right thing to do. But I am struggling at the moment.
I know my surgery was only yesterday. And I know that the post-surgery pain will cease.
I just want so much to speed through this post-surgical pain and get on with life.
Tonight the nurse was helping me back in the bed after I'd been on the potty. My operated leg still feels so new, odd, heavy and achy to me. When I was getting in the bed, my operated leg turned in, like a lead weight was in my knee cap.
I am terrified of hurting my new hip. The PCA said it would take a lot more to dislocate the joint than that. Still, feeling the leg roll in like that made me lose it. I didn't intentionally do that move. It also hasn't helped that the low blood pressure situation has caused me to miss doses of pain pills.
I had two sessions of therapy today and will have two tomorrow. I am getting more fluids and drinking more fluids and got a shot of ephedrine all to try and raise my blood pressure. It has helped some, but not much.
When I am still in the bed and can get comfortable, there is little to no pain, which is great. But when I get up to use the bathroom or to do physical therapy, it hurts pretty badly getting in and out of the bed. And once the surgical leg is "angered" it stays that way awhile.
The hospital staff here is nice, but I don't think they could possibly understand what this is like.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I think my expectations may have been too high too soon. I know things will improve and that this was still the right thing to do. But I am struggling at the moment.

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